nothing at all, anymore, in fact
there was a time when I was always wanting
yearning
coveting
what the next man had
a woman, a finer meal, a better horse
but now I can't seem to be bothered
now that I've left it all behind
I can't seem to remember
why it all meant so very much
will healing mean filling up my life with
wants again
swarming over everything
like insects over a piece of rotted fruit
always hungering
am I going to cure myself
or be all the more damned?
